Well, sometimes you just gotta make a blog.

IN trying to figure out what I want to do with my life, I have discovered that I am not very good at a whole lot. As a kid, I tried BILLIONS of things. But I always quit them. Ever since I was little, I assumed I would just be rich and famous. Or at least rich. I just always wanted to be a Spice Girl and then somewhere down the line i realized I am not one. And not even close to being one.




And even my friends would ask me what I wanted to be. Still just rich.





So now Im living at home, with no job and I'm not in school. Im so afraid of missing some CRAZY opportunity that I dont want to commit to a job. I think of sort of as synonymous to why I always overpack. I'm always thinking "yes I DEFINITELY need to bring my Titans jersey to Florida because what if one of my home town players HAPPENS to be in Florida the same time I am there then i can get an autograph!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing like that has ever happened to me though.


and my parents pay for me to go to school but I don't want to waste money when I don't know why I want to even GO to school. Part of me really wants to do hair and makeup but I'm also afraid of not making enough money. But then I feel like, if I am willing to do the work to be rich, then I WILL BE RICH. Or at least I will be well off. I just have to be the best at whatever I choose. I just don't know what to choose.

Well today I have a drum lesson. Soooo thats what im doing. Oh also I have been cleaning my room like crazy. and organizing. and rearranging. Im OBSESSED with makeovers so I sort of actually enjoy cleaning because it is a makeover for your room.

Today on Oprah is something about a crazy awesome new diet thing. well IM gonna watch it. Oh, it's into the 12 O'clock hour. Gotta do 10 pushups if I'm gonna go with this 10 push ups an hour thing I just invented.

Awesome.